My little journal...

The main point of this website, besides wanting to join the indie web simply because it looked cool, was to be able to write out my thoughts somewhere. I know, I could've just done a journal, but...
you're not my mom. get off my case...

Also. If my insane rantings about deltarune theories get out of hand, I might make something completely seperate for it. I'm in too deep.

Anywho, click on an entry (if there are any there), and get all up in my brain. ⊙.☉

Entry 1: Almost there.

Making this site, starting up school, and DELTARUNE.

This site is almost the way I want it. Of course, I have more stamps, blinkies, and other decorative bits that I want to add, but for now, I can celebrate the fact that the website is just about functional. I'm also glad I'm getting all the "behind-the-scenes" work done before school starts.

I'll be honest (although maybe not very specific), things were rough for a while lately. Just general stressing about life stuff. It's mostly over now, though the threat of this school year possibly being more than I can handle still scares me. I think I'll be okay.

In other news, I finally replayed Undertale for the first time in seven or eight years. I was a fan wayyy back in 2017-2019, and in fact I'd only picked up Deltarune fairly recently! A couple days after chapters 3 and 4 released, and a lot of begging and downloading the demo, I sat down with my friends and finally played this game as me and The Boys did voices. And oh my god . . .

Wow.

When I was younger I only played the chapter 1 demo. Even THAT'S stretching it. I played like, the first twenty minutes, and if my memory serves me right, I dropped UT soon after and got into Splatoon (also good!). Time passed, and passed, and before I knew it a friend of mine was cheering over the recent news from Nintendo Direct that Deltarune chapters 3-4 were coming out soon. I considered my options, and reasoned with the idea that my UT hyperfixation would for sure come back full force if I played this game. And I'll be honest, for some reason I had my doubts.

All my guesses and opinions were thrown completely out the window, and while I'm not gonna show it, I have both photo AND video evidence of me sobbing my whole heart and soul out by the end of chapter 1. I was COMPLETELY hooked, and over the course of the month, me and my friends chipped away at the chapters. (Thanks to Carter for buying me the game! And, changing my life in the process.)

I've been dubbed THE official Susie Deltarune by The Boys, and she is too Me for me to say no to such a title. And seriously, while chapters 1-2 were great, chapter 3 was such a fun ride and chapter 4 was MIND BLOWING. Deltarune has made it into the big leagues as one of the best videogames I've ever played, and it's not even finished yet! Pretty soon I think I'll make a whole new entry talking more about my specific thoughts on the newer chapters and my own theories as to what may come next.

But, for now, I think I should close up this entry.

If you've read this far, thank you so much, stranger or... friends I gave this site link to. If you like Deltarune, or reading the insane ramblings of a madman, gimme a follow/sign my guestbook ^_^ At the time of making this I'm gonna add my links to this site, that way you know where else to follow me lol.

* (Finally getting to the bottom of the post . . .)
* (It fills you with determination.)

Entry 2: Saturday.

The contrast between a carefree day at the amusement park, and my busy busy mind.

A month or two ago, me, my father, and my sister got the news that after having recently acquired Universal Studios annual passes, the park was planning to tear down the relatively long-standing ride, Hollywood Rip Ride Rockit. To anybody who hasn't heard of it, it's actually pretty neat; you like IMMEDIATELY start going straight vertical and like pretty high. I'm not very afraid of heights, and the view of the park was actually very nice!

There was only like. Five songs you can pick tho. Me and the person next to me ended up both choosing Waterloo by ABBA (great song!)

When it was done, I thought, "Dang. That's probably the only time I'll ride that ride. But it's so fun! Why would people want to get rid of it?"

I'm sure something bigger and possibly better will replace it, but sometimes I do wish we'd stop chasing the next best thing, and just enjoy the good things we already have. I've heard like, zero complaints about this ride, but I suppose that doesn't matter, and plus, I'm sure what'll replace it will have some big franchise slapped on it, that people will eat up. I might aswell.

But I guess when I do this I feel empathetic towards inanimate objects. I can't help but wish I could put a soul or a mind into roller coasters or action figures or comic books or dvd collections or anything that brings people happiness and fond memories. Like, I don't want it to be sad because it's getting torn down. I hope this makes sense. Does Hollywood Rip Ride Rockit know it's loved?

In a little bit I think I'll make a post on my fresh thoughts on the end of Neon Genesis Evangelion and EOE. What a mind-boggling show ... There were parts I completely understood but other bits that I might need to... go back over. I'm also going to be adding in a section on the sidebar for specifically UTDR theorizing so stay tuned for that, any utdr fans who might be on this page!

I'm gonna get to that, just wanted to get my weird thoughts about theme parks out of the way. Del out ^_-

* (Finally getting to the bottom of yet another post . . .)
* (It still fills you with determination.)

Entry 3: SCHOOL OMG.

It just started and I already feel insane...

I meant to update this sooner, and I think I was starting to go crazy not updating this, so sorry!!

For starters, if anyone does read these, yes I still am gonna do an entry on my review/interpretation(?) On Neon Genesis Evangelion and EOE! It's been itching at me and honestly, two weeks or so after finishing it I feel like I can process it clearer and take a step back to look at it as a whole.

In other news, school!

I hate my life.

(I don't, actually. It's actually started out pretty good!)

I got classes I wanted, like Anatomy & Physiology, and yet another drawing class, and friends in my classes! But, oh goodness I've been missing updating this site. Specifically working on the UTDR section.. (come back later for entries to actually be up XP)

I mean overall. This entry is more of an apology, if there truly is people who check this site. It's also a bit of me sulking about not being able to update. Whoops.

Anywho. I'm back at my computer now after a couple days of... not that. Expect more flashy images around the site and more entries, both on my main blog and for the UTDR section.

Anyone here, reading this, thanks. Means alot to me. Leave something on my guestbook if you want, I love getting messages there. Del out. ☆

* (Delzee's desperation to make a blog post . . .)
* (It fills you with determination.)